I won't say I hate her. But she ruined my childhood.
Every night, she would get drunk and talk about my dad. when I was 10, she would scream things like-
"your father said things like.. hey bitch, we fucking hate you and want you to fucking die, you stupid whore!"
I told her to leave me alone, then I walked out of the room, crying.
No one else was there, so I couldn't ask for help. My parents were divorsed and I switched between my mom and my dad, so my Dad wasn't there.
The next morning, she completely forgot what happened, then did the same thing at night.
It's because of the things she said that im such a bad person. I'm sorry...